“Hi! I’m Mei-Jing.”
“I’m sorry can you say that again?”
“It’s like Beijing, where the ’08 Olympics were, with
an M”
“Oh cool! I’ll never forget it now that you say it
like that.”
This is the beginning of a series of conversation
that I’ve had with people over the years. From the surface, I look like your
average Chinese girl who is good at math and science with Chinese parents who
demand only A+’s. You also might think that I speak fluent Mandarin Chinese,
eat weird Asian meats at every meal, that I’m a bad driver, and yet good at
everything intellectual. Oh, and let’s not forget that I am short and have
almost shaped eyed that crinkle up when I smile. Well guess what, I am that girl
that fits a lot of you stereotypes ad yet, I am the exact opposite of some of
the others.
Many of us make assumptions about the people that we
meet, but beware the person who tries to guess anything about me! You see I am that Chinese girl who is a nerd that
build robots ad gets good grades. On the flip side, I have two Caucasian moms,
an adopted Chinese sister who is not blood related to me, lack the ability to
speak Chinese, am homeschooled, am a vegetarian who eats both American and
Chinese food, and is perhaps a better driver than the stereotypes give me
credit for. But go back again to the Asian stereotype and see that my name
translates as “beautiful essence” and that I am a member of the Atlanta Chinese
Dance Company. As you can see I am like a ball of clay that is made up of a
bunch of other colors, and when blended together becomes a whole new color.
For years people have asked, “So who are your real
parents?” “Do you ever miss home?” Sometimes I feel offended that they would
ask a question like this, but more often than not I have to realize that they
don’t know me. They don’t realize that to me, my family is the one who adopted
me and has loved me through every mistake. They also don’t realize that home is
people who you love dearly and not the place that you came out of the womb. In
addition, I have even been told what race I was and mind you, they were off by
an entire continent.
I sometimes wonder why it means so much for people
to know what race I am. Isn’t what I am like as a person what matters?
Shouldn’t it be the fact that I can argue about the type of wheels are best for
which robot, complain about the many times that I’ve hit myself in the head
with poi, sympathize with people who have had to go through backpacking trips
with leaky hiking boots, get excited about the cool things that I have seen
while SCUBA diving, and understand how
much your calves burn after 2 hours of Chinese dance?
There are many ways that people define themselves:
their families, the way that they look, the place that they grew up, and what
other people might say about you. You know the famous line from The Breakfast Club: “But what we found out is that each one of us is a
brain... ...and an athlete... ...and a basket case... ...a princess... ...and a
criminal.”? The kids are telling their teacher that they don’t need to write
essays about themselves because the brain, athlete, basket case, princess and
criminal are the personalities the teacher has already assumed they are, but
the students know that below these false assumptions is really quite a complex
character. Meet me: Mei-Jing Bernard the exception to the rule.
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